Monday, December 05, 2005

a little something about myself

I have a very low self-esteem, and partly because of that, a very high level of tolerance.

Advantages-
1. It doesn't really hurt, if you call me a piece of shit.
2. I am not afraid of being honest, because I always got nothing to lose.
3. I feel like there is always space for development of myself. I can always improve myself, in whatever I do. I am kinda good at a lot of things I do, but not that good (or its my low self-esteem, i guess)

Disadvantages-
1. I feel that there is very little I can do to change the world. I feel weak, miserable, although only very few times.
2. I have no social status, and I really don't want to have one. I think a minimal being that I am, doesn't even deserve one. that actually causes me running away from social gatherings.

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