It is possibly due to the job at the bank that I don’t feel the need to write my blog any more. When I look back I sometimes wonder if something had happened to all my frustrations and discontent which would get diffused into my blog through some incoherent writing. Over time I have even wondered if I introspect any more at all.
No more is that thrust which would push down words into a post despite the lack of any structure or verity in the thoughts. No more is that overload of ideas in my mind that would desperately and inaccurately translate into language only to be thrown vehemently over the page.
It probably happens with everyone at some point in their life. I am not sure if I would call this composure of some kind and it would be unjust to consider this lack of activity some kind of lethargy either. I like to think, despite all my doubts that this is a resolution of a kind. But that can be said for any mental state that I am in or have been in.
But I like this new state which believes in activity more than reflection; one that values utility more than rhetoric. Words are hardly needed any more. The fewer they are the more valuable they get.
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